It starts NOW, not tomorrow…

Struggling? Not knowing? Confused? Stressed? Too many things happening at once? Feeling lazy? Watching everyone around you move on with their lives and you feel like you’re at the same spot? (Sounds like a commercial right lol πŸ˜‚)

I’ve felt this way for maybe the last 6 months maybe even longer. I’ve been lazy and hiding behind others achievements. To then finally realize I have to start somewhere or ill never start. I was pushed more towards the medical field and quickly learned that it wasn’t for me. I have always been someone who loved social media I’ve always been the one to live on YouTube and write everything i was feeling. I am the one who likes to record videos but not post them. Why didn’t I post them? Because of FEAR, the fear of rejection, the fear of being hated,and the fear of failure. I have a folder of a bunch of videos that have great meaning but because they aren’t as great as the YouTubers now I feel like whats the point. Who is going to watch my videos? My unedited, no bright light, not perfect looking videos? Β Same with my blog I look at other blogs and nit pick at mine! Like they are better than me! But why !?

what I’ve realized is that everyone starts somewhere and most people start at the bottom and work their way up. Nothing is handed to you. You must work hard and have dedication and CONSISTENCY to get where ever you are trying to go in life! Whether that’s being in the medical field or the media field or anything. Be determined and don’t let anything stop you from doing what you love. I want to be a Social media influencer, a blogger and a motivational speaker. I want to represent an amazing brand. I want to become something and be known. I want my own coffee shop and I want my own TV show. Something I’ve realized is I have a lot of goals and dreams, some may come true some may not. The effort I put into making these dreams come true is what is going to matter to me. It is what is going to make me not have any regrets because at least I know I’ve tried everything. So first I will keep blogging ritually every DAY because it makes me happy not for anyone else and if it helps even at least one person then I’ve made a difference. The next is becoming an advocate for people with anxiety and depression and speaking to young adults about the meaning of their life’s and to ask help and not be afraid two. These are my first steps to my dreams yes they are pretty big goals but that’s the kind of person I am of you need to make your goals smaller, make it work for you, you will still get their as long as you believe in yourself soo, what are yours? You guys can comment anonymously but please don’t be scared to share what your dreams are and if you would like to read my Blog every Day and support me and my goals, then subscribe with and email at the bottom of the page πŸ™‚



LOVE & PEACE ✌️ πŸ’•

Categories Fashion Blog

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in: Logo

You are commenting using your account. Log Out /  Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )


Connecting to %s

search previous next tag category expand menu location phone mail time cart zoom edit close